Just November Things

 Recently, I've had a rather jolting realization about my life and the general projection of it. Started when I got told that small-ish changes were happening at work. Things that only lent some credence to my current conspiracy theory about my job. I won't share that theory until I leave this job. 

    On top of that, I found myself in (or at?) odds with my online social life. I go through these phases often. It's usually because the noise is a lot for me. I will gladly make a large social investment to begin with if that means-

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    It was in the middle of the previous thought that I had my actual realization. I realize that I am not very balanced in my social life. Not only that, but I am not a great user of my time and energy. So I guess it's time for me to look into that.

    I also should probably look into why I feel the way I do about my job and my social life a bit more. Not sure how to feel about all of that either.