Ani Was Writing

  PR #122025 Reported on 31 December 2025 Project 1: Writing     Novels Worked On: 3 of 7     Novels Completed: 0 of 7     Blog Posts Completed: 55/52 (Including Extra Blog Posts) Project 2: Weight Management     Current Weight: 232.0     Weight Loss/Gain: +2.0 in December (-1.4 total in 2025) Project 3: Christmas Gifts     All parts completed. Project 4: Savings Plan     Project need revamp. Additional information coming in 2026 (probably around March/April)

 Day 1     I got stuck. And no one is coming to save me.      I'm not complaining though. I finally get to drink myself to near-death, then wake up and do it again.      Some people truly forget that I can't really get drunk, curse or no curse. At the end of the century, I'm still stuck being sober.  Day 3     Drinking doesn't have the same thrill as it used to. And no, it's not because of Buffmem. No matter what he says.      There is something about immortality that drains a lot of addictive things of their spark. As some scholarly mortals would suggest, the dopamine is not the greatest once you get used to it. And just so the mortals reading this know, there is a limit. There is only so much dopamine you can produce in your brains. There is a hard limit. Depression should have taught you all that.  Day 25     You know, Ani told me to talk to the Void to record more of my thoughts, but I went on ...

 As I am narrowing down to the last few weeks of the year, I realized I fucked up. Big time. Granted, I have given everything I could to make this year great. But something's got to give. Don't worry, it won't be this blog. I love writing this. But I really need to consider and re-consider a lot of other things.  Don't worry, I will finish the year out. And I will still be here, like I said. There are other things though. I will keep you updated in 2026 once I figure it all out.  Enjoy your holidays!  With Love and Strength, Animus Custodius

      There are times in your existence where you deal with particular events. That much is obvious. Some of these events are more positive in nature. Some are negative.     That much is obvious.      More positive-natured events are often considered self-created. You gave birth to them, so now you get to enjoy the full extent of its nature and timespan.     The opposite is true of more negative-natured events. Often, these are considered external creations.      We believe there is another explanation.      We believe that all events, regardless of general perception, are bullshit. Neither created by internal or external forces, but a third less-understood force that exists purely outside this dichotomy.     Together with scientific and paranormal individuals and societies, we strive to investigate all events to peel back the layers of nature, time, and space to find their cause or creator.  ...