A New Life

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This is my last post in my 20s.

Starting next month, I will be in my 30s. 

    This decade of my life has been a rather odd one. As I mentioned a couple of weeks ago, my 20s started out smooth and went rocky really quick. So I will be happy to leave that behind in my 20s. 

    I feel like I've learned a lot about myself lately. More than I thought I would. This last week, it feels like a lot of the lessons I have learned in my life have been tested and fine-tuned in the fire of my chaotic work and personal life. I have come out stronger in the process. 

    I hear whispers of better things coming for me. Some of it has happened, but I have a feeling more in coming. I am trying to push aside my doubt and worry so that I can truly appreciate this good news without hesitation. Of course, it is difficult to do, given how much I wrestled with my doubt and esteem in the past. But now I know better. Now I know that these are products of a childhood where I felt rejected and left alone. 

    But now I know I am not alone. 

    Now I know I am welcomed and wanted in certain spheres of my social life. 

    Now I know that what I say has some beauty and humor in it, but also wisdom and an understanding of the world that I would like to share eventually. 

    But for now, I am going to prepare for my 30th year. I will see you on the other side.

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