Recovered from Ashes of Bonfire

 Day 366

  It has been too long since I have been back to my clan and my dwelling. The humanoid companion says it has been a "year," but that word is odd to me. The strange object has given me so much wisdom and knowledge. It is definitely a pleasurable item as well. My companion has helped me see that, and we have shared our knowledge and pleasure with others.

  I must return. I must share this new information with my mistress. Perhaps it will help me gain more pleasure from her. 

Day 370

  My companion is forcing me to take him to my dwelling and my mistress. I really do not want to add to my competition for pleasure, but he is giving me no leeway. So, reluctantly, I am returning with him. 

Day 376

  I had a vision last night!

  I found myself staring down at the mass of my competition as they fight for pleasure. A female voice with no form asked if I wanted to be the only one to pleasure my mistress. Of course I would! Such an honor! The voice asked what I would do to gain such a status. I blurted out that I would give my own being to gain it.

  Then I woke up. 

  I have no idea what has begun. 

Day 390

   I have been shedding.

  I normally do, but this shedding is far stranger. More slime is oozing off in the water than usual, and I feel strange strings growing out of my head. My companion says it looks like his hair. I am not sure what to think about this. Have I been out of the dwelling for too long? Is this change good?

  I can only pray so.